Into 2013.

First and foremost, HAPPY 2013!! Once again, we have all been through another (probably) antagonizing year and are now stronger for the greater year ahead. Spend my first few moments of 2013 crossing the road with Deph and Lijun. Not bad right, its like, crossing to the other side which is 2013. Caught the movie 12 zodiac with them, wasnt that bad. Good movie. After which, we found a place to chill and started talking about out new year resolutions.

This year was different. I didnt have my new year resolutions written down. Instead, we would go rounds and say our new year resolutions, then drink one sip. Not a bad idea right >:) something new this 2013. So this year, I think I have some really realistic new year resolutions, hoping that I can achieve them. ;) No more of those; hoping to excel in my studies or trying to lose weight etc etc.. 

Year 2012 I've learnt that I can't possibly please and satisfy everyone. Neither am I born to take in other's unhappiness. Im gonna take those good memories to 2013 and forgo those unpleasant ones. As of 2013, I'm gonna do what I think would be appropriate and appreciate. And most importantly embrace all the good memories along this '13 time line.

Did a little retail therapy and had some alone me time today. Spent multiple bombs, but felt I really needed this me-time so badly. I dont believe in telling people my stories/problems. I feel like splurging is by far the most reasonable way to dissolve my problems. Dont probe for an answer cos thats what I hate the most. Had so much in my train of thoughts, I dont know where to begin.

So much happened within this holiday, its no wonder people say "time is your most precious commodity". Sometimes when people tell me "farewells are always the hardest", I could never bring myself to understand this statement. But now, I think I do. I really do. I would'nt wanna bring up the past, but neither can I bring myself to initiate the goodbye.