words with no meanings

OMG.LOL. these are the few words, i have been using but.. i doubt i really mean oh my god! or laugh out loud when i use them on msn or anything. though they do carry some kind of a meaning, but its not the actual meaning anymore. like when im angry sad happy excited or high, they will still be used in no matter what case it is. hah!

my little toe is painful! i agree with what one of my friends said before. "the little toe is always innocent and yet it gets the most injuries most of the time" as i was cutting my nails, the last toe one was really difficult to cut and i decided to just pull the last bit off. it was super hard like rock! so i didnt realy feel any pain, till after sometime, some redness started to appear, and i thought it would just be for a while, and didnt bother, till today morning, i peeked at it, and the corner of the toe is like, dark red aka dried blood. poor toe!

i have a list of things to do today, and i felt so determined to finish them up when i was thinking of them ytd night. but... for now hahahaha i dont feel like doing any!.

1. change and wash my hamster's cage! (my hamster is so cute! but sometimes, i get really bad skin allegy when i touch it. damn sad! "so near yet so far!")
2. go to thomson plaza and buy rubber gloves!
3. go to the bank and transfer money and at the same time, ask if it possible to renew my ibanking thing
4. do some korean homework
5.stone
6.stone
7.stone
8.stone
9.stone
10.stone

skipped pointers 1-4 and started with pointer 5 instead. hahah!

and yes, tml im gonna eat malahuoguooooooooooooo! i lubbs the potato.

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On saturday i spent around one hour unskinning and unseeding those supposedly seedless grapes. after one hour of unskinning and unseeding one big bunch, i finished the grapes in less than 5 min. i felt so helpless after that.

today, i feel super groggy and queasy and so not me because i woke up, about 5 hours ahead of time. my sister says im weird cos i talked too much, and i really think i did.

why netizens!!

so unfair! jaebom has to leave just like that? super notnotnot fair! thanks to those lame netizens, arrggh!! its so sudden, too sudden. 2PM is not complete now without jaebom. really hope he comes back soon, like now now now! i really think its super not fair to him, and those netizens should really go somewhere and hide and never ever come out forever. its like, they post stuffs like that, and jaebom has to leave? thats his job and those netizens are posting things for pasttime.

it feels so united to see people on msn leave pm(s) to support jaebom. makes me feel like, suddenly alot of people i know is really into kpop.

jonghun on Mnet scandal.... i can faint man. super kanfjsdbfjdsbfjb!!!

i didnt know chilli oil could make my pinky super numb. i just accidentally touched some chilli oil, and as im typing all these, i can feel my finger super numb and hot. that chilli oil jjang!!!

just when i thought blogger was back to normal, its definitely not. wanted to post picccs! but cant.

i totally feel, i cant seem to blog what i want anymore. bo feel bo feel! like, i blogged abit here and there, then scroll up and down a few times, then continue blogging again. my posts will definitely look ultra boring without pictures at all!

this is not a private nor secret blog. i just changed a url and dont really see the point advertising it outloud.

i love yong tau foo.

should i work part-time till yr3? should i not work part-time till yr3?

LA CHA TA!

I'm (omgly) an official fan of f(x).hehehehehe, till i labelled myself crazy for a moment.!!

sooooooo tired lately. I dont know why, but so many questions start popping here and there, and i really wish i can solve them one by one, but nope, its not gonna happen............

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH!!!!
so many things i wanna say but i dont know who to turn to.
so many things i wanna solve but i dont know how to.
so many things i wanna do but i have as much things to clear :(


emo times 100.

I Hate

I hate last minute changes
I hate disappointments
I hate excuses
I hate liars
I hate messiness
I hate spoonfeeeeeders
I hate friends who literally make use of friends

first september

Its september alrdy!2 more months and it'll be nov! and yes, On monday night, maxine came over, stoned and watched videos and laughed and smiled like mad at her 2 very new pocket sized photos. waited for deph to arrive, finally! she came. around, close to 12? slacked talked did what we had to finish with, at the same time, talked about our past, and how i really really (come to think if it) cry alot in primary and sometimes kindergarden. LOL. ahhaha! fun!
around late 4 plus? went to the airport yto them yokemay yanmeng reb off. and celebrate reb's bday in advance. the cake is so damn cute! yanmeng said this was the first ever most kanchiong time at the airport hahaah! cos we wanted to surprise reb! hah! i would say, thats a nice experience we had though.

after everything was over, went home, slept for a good whole 10 hours. shiok! okay i need some time to adjust to this week's days alrdy. as long as there is one day of a holiday i dont sleep, i'll get the days mixed up. expecially during holidays, aka no timetable to follow.

its frustrating when we try to plan something and people dont cooperate. Like, if you dont feel like going, you should have said it right front the moment i asked, and not wait till the last minute and got everyone happy cos we thought everyone could make it. cos of the more the merrier right? i get even more annoyed when people tell me, they judge on the number of people going then they will decide whether or not they should go. come on, if everyone gives that same reason, or rather excuse, who will go? who will even leave their houses? i feel so terribly sick of last minute excuses. i'd rather you tell me you do not want to go or (maybe in your words)cannot make it, the moment i ask. that makes everything simplier and easy to control. i feel so disappointed in you.

dephenie maxine and i have one very goodlooking common topic. ^^