Go Me Go Me!!!

This is probably one of the rare days of january that I get to spend some time lazing around at home. So very much appreciating mini moments like this, where I can camp in front of my laptop and update myself with the latest news buzz. Hoping around the house and eventually found myself sitting in front of my mirror testing out fish braids on my hair! Have always loved braided hairdos since primary sch, when I see friends with some really sweet hairdo. But as y'all knowwwwww, I've haven't had hair long enough then... So I did some experiment on my hair and it was so neck cracking cos I had to tilt my head so awkwardly. But my attempt w the fishtail braids are messily passable I would say?? Haha. Managed to catch the last episode of the Channel 8 show. Frankly speaking, I've got no idea what the show about. But all the huge and. beautiful interior of the houses are what that caught my attention and got me watching for the last 3 epis or so. Really 美到不行！

Now I understand the meaning of, literally no time. I don't even have time to sit down and make a proper phone call to book an appointment. By the time I've got some time, the shop is probably already closed for the day. All I wanted to do was to book a facial appointment and postpone my yoga trails (which I've been postponing since last year Nov)~ *inserts shrek's cat's dreamy eyes*

I've come to realize that in this realistic world, no one really cares how much shit you have been through and most likely would never have experienced what you have gone through. So why complain and frown or infect others with your unhappiness when no one is ever gonna empathize. For now, I'd like to live with the mentally allowing me to forgive and forget easily.

It's not long till January comes to an end. That's when I can be a tad more relaxed. But the workload from school will start to pour in.

Go Me! Go Me!! Go Jaime!!!

Snippets

Pause & Reflect. 

Schedule for January has been quite crazy and will continue being crazy till the end of this month. My diary is packed, having something written on almost each day of Jan. I hope I can cope well! As much as I feel I needa rest, I don't wanna waste my time slouching in a corner at home. I'd rather be out and about doing something useful. Just not wanting to waste my time and bump around at home for now, since school hasn't been toooo crazy yet. Time will come for that, and Ill be soaked up with school work that I wouldn't even have time for what I wanna do now.

The only me time I have now are probably times when I stone while I'm waiting for my bus and when I'm on the bus. Okay and maybe times when I'm about to fall asleep, but those wouldn't even last for 5 minutes cos I'm wayyyyy too tired to think of anything already. These are times, when I can pause for a while, and doze into my world of songs & lyrics. Thinking about the possibilities and (im)possibilities of life, trying to figure how my 2013 would treat me, yada yada yada...

2013 is going to be better. 

Lets all create a better year for the better of us. I hope 2013 would be a better year, not that 2012 wasn't great, just that, human nature; we'll just hope for the better. hehe. (2012 was awesome possum btw!) 

I've got so much on hand to post about my last few moments of 2012.
-Kukup w family
-Christmas exchange
-Birthday celebrations

Now that's time is slowly creeping into 2013, let's see how long Ill take to blog about all that's left of 2012.

Tataz ;)

Into 2013.

First and foremost, HAPPY 2013!! Once again, we have all been through another (probably) antagonizing year and are now stronger for the greater year ahead. Spend my first few moments of 2013 crossing the road with Deph and Lijun. Not bad right, its like, crossing to the other side which is 2013. Caught the movie 12 zodiac with them, wasnt that bad. Good movie. After which, we found a place to chill and started talking about out new year resolutions.

This year was different. I didnt have my new year resolutions written down. Instead, we would go rounds and say our new year resolutions, then drink one sip. Not a bad idea right >:) something new this 2013. So this year, I think I have some really realistic new year resolutions, hoping that I can achieve them. ;) No more of those; hoping to excel in my studies or trying to lose weight etc etc.. 

Year 2012 I've learnt that I can't possibly please and satisfy everyone. Neither am I born to take in other's unhappiness. Im gonna take those good memories to 2013 and forgo those unpleasant ones. As of 2013, I'm gonna do what I think would be appropriate and appreciate. And most importantly embrace all the good memories along this '13 time line.

Did a little retail therapy and had some alone me time today. Spent multiple bombs, but felt I really needed this me-time so badly. I dont believe in telling people my stories/problems. I feel like splurging is by far the most reasonable way to dissolve my problems. Dont probe for an answer cos thats what I hate the most. Had so much in my train of thoughts, I dont know where to begin.

So much happened within this holiday, its no wonder people say "time is your most precious commodity". Sometimes when people tell me "farewells are always the hardest", I could never bring myself to understand this statement. But now, I think I do. I really do. I would'nt wanna bring up the past, but neither can I bring myself to initiate the goodbye.