Today not only marks the one and only 29th November of 2012, it's also my momma's birthday! Currently enjoying herself in Chiangmai now.

Managed to clear the many anxieties inside me today. Really happy about it!! :) 

I always feel so empty after coming home from a run. Especially when Ive no more shows to watch. I mean, literally empty in a sense that, I step home, sit down on a chair and cool down, and think,"whats there to do now?" As you can seeeee! Thats how boring my life would presume.

Daily motions.

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder;

Lyrics of this song; cry on my shoulder kept repeating in my head during work and aft work. so i had had had to download this song. Its super old school, but old school musics is gooooooood!  Simple lyrics, yet it has an impact. This song of abt 5 years ago comes replaying back in my head.

If you need someone who cares for you;

If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder.

Ive always thought there's always two different persons inside me, however, I don't believe thats considered two-faced. Im just two different person at work and off work. idk why. ever since.... my first ever job at CHECK? As much as i wish to be more jovial at work, but just that meek and quiet. Intervention please. have no idea why i tend to tone down whenever im at work.

Recently Ive been falling into several layers of nightmares everytime i close my eyes. I cant decide if i should consider them nightmares, or just some random dream or random people popping into my head. So many different dreams that now im starting to have the habit of googling what my dream is about the moment I wake up.

Mama's birthday the other day. sissy brobro and i trying to squeeze into my phone's screen. Brobro as usual unwilling to look into the screen and making his greatest effort to look cool. All these S3 and Note are going so viral. It makes it feels as if iphone4s is just a technology of yesterday. I used to think I wouldnt be tempted by looking at those who uses android and all. But now whenever I look at my phone, I cant help but think of it a small touch screen rectangle that hangs on me occasionally.

With the cousins! there were still more who didnt make it that day. and the cake was hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

 Played with the paranoma function;

So there you have it, my mum sitting lyka boss in the middle of this furniture shop that we were shopping around

More of it! Really like this paranoma function thing. Aside from the fact that it can look quite small, this is probably one of the coolest thing that iphone has.

This artsy flower I saw in the furniture shop. I really love it! Its so contradicting how I love flowers. I really do! I love flowers! I long for the day, some magical prince would surprise me with a bouquet of baby pink roses. Or maybe, surprise me everyday with pink roses. hehehehe.

Ive never liked pink. and ive never understood the saying of; girls must like pink and guys must like blue. Used to hate pink so much that Ive always felt i could never make friends with those girls who likes pink.

Never expected such a tomboyish person like me, would eventually like bimbotic stuffs like... flowers and all. hehehe.

Zouk the other night with Gloria Carlson and Changap. It was really a random one I would say. Nevertheless, met up at night and had a great laugh at random things that came by. This picture below was our first shot. Before everything went crazy and when the path back to zouk went groggy.

 

AND THIS. was after one bottle was over. Really close to crazy already. My eyes cant even open already. hahaha.

Overall, good company but lousy music. Boooooo!

Bringing laziness to a new whole new level.

Skipped running today because....

1. Someone said (with a dramatic face) that I lost weight.
Hehehehe. Not sure how true is that cos I prolly know my numbers better than anyone else. But, that's something every girls wants to hear rightttt. So I shall reward myself to be a little lazy today.

2. I'm having severe minor momentary muscle aches.
Yes I do. Have a little muscle pull and muscle ache. (Severe and minor don't even mix well in a sentence la.)

3. I'm just too mf tired today
Super tired the moment I reached home. No wait. Was already feeling the tired spells towards the last hour of work but endured it till I reached home.

As you have read, these are 3 biggest excuse I have for myself to not run today. Took me about 10min to think man. Only goes to show how much crappy excuses I can have for myself.

Practically collapsed on the sofa aft I reached home with a bag of durian chips in my hand. Stayed stagnant for about an hour and thought to myself,"ahhh. I finally found a spot for me to nua at home aside from my study table and bed."

:)

Sun sun sun day.

Express not impress

Today is a day where I turn chauffeur. From the central to the west. Then to the east and back to the west again. I like driving alone at times. It's like I finally get a space for myself and listen to the radio. When I'm allowed to space and think on momentum.

I hate how much of a light sleeper I am. I can wake up to the sound of my brother's phone vibration which is all the way in his room. Yup. Light sleeper but heavy snoozer. That's like a total of two people inside me.

Before you even judge. Think about how those whom you have judged wouldn't let you get pass so easily with those judgmental comments. They would prove you have much low you have stooped to make those hideous judgements.

All is fine. Just some thoughts I need for myself when making decisions. It's so difficult to make a right decision, or if the decisions I have made is even right or not.

This post is so disoriented. That's only because its 2.13am, sleep isn't coming and there's a swirl of thoughts in mind.

Rainy saturday

You snooze you lose;

Wanted to take a short snooze since the weather was so inviting, but the moment I closed my eyes, all that happened was that I fell into two nightmares that was so sinking deep. Its to the extend where I was trying to hard to open my eyes to return to reality. Right when I opened my eyes again, there I laid in bed for a good whole hour, unable to fall asleep again. Maybe that was a sign to not sleep now, just in case I would'nt be able to sleep on later at night. So here I am, attempting to write a post.

My current nails! My skills arn't that bad right! Inspired by looking at those nailart photos on instagram. These nails would probably get me scolded at work if the bosses come in. So, im hoping i wouldnt be seeing them at all, or at least till im getting bored of this design.


One month ago, I saw this pair of beautiful heels/wedges. whatever. its just a pair of extremely high heels. One month later, I still see this pair of heels there. Love it so muchhhie. But i dont see the point for me to buy it luh. First of all, I waddle a little wearing this pair, and secondly, I dont think ill ever have a chance to wear this even when I go out. I mean, come on, just take a look at Singapore. Have always felt that Singaporeans are actually fashionable enough, however, no one would actually wanna play full dress up all the time under this unpredictable weather. Throw on a shirt and shorts, and we would be ready to leave house.

Couldnt resist the moment I saw this heels again today, and quickly put them on. If this pair of shoes had a voice, it would definitely say,"Buy me Jaime, buy me please!" At some point of time, I wished I had that average height so that I would look perfectly right wearing heels. There were wayyyyy too many heels I wanna get from there, so many different colors patterns and designs. Love them all!

Managed to try the Starbucks Christmas drink. OHYEAHHH. Finally no longer a green horn where everyone talks about the new drinks in Starbucks and i dont know any of them. Cranberry white chocolate frappe, not a bad choice!

The clawww.

Only you can answer for what you have sinned. After which, it'll be a start of a new partnership.

Met up with the intern friends the other day. and finally had a chance to eat a togi. The place which everyone has been talking about, has been tweeting about, has been instagramming about, has been 4squaring about. But ive yet to try it. The place was a little smaller than I expected, nonetheless, its not about the surroundings, but the people that counts. hahaha. Has this great plate of stew filled with probably everything that was in the kitchen. Sausages, maggie noodles, tofu, kimchi, golden mushroon and more and more. Sausages were the bomb!

Had dessert just across the street before departing chinatown. Milk pudding is always out of stock whenever I wanna have it. So there you have it, my mango roll dessert that really looks more and more like a fine art piece. But still! am determine to have my milk pudding one fine day. M-U-S-T.

Miss this dogdog so badly! unfortunately, Ive reached a point where, if i wanna go visit him, i would probably need a good solid reason for going to my uncle's house since my grandmother has passed on. I wouldnt mind just popping by and bringing him to a pet's playgroud for a day (there should be such places like that i guess?). Would love to break in to their house and kidnap him for a day. hehe.

Awwww. Aint this furball so cute all wrapped up with a blanket?? As white as snow and so well camouflaged. This is one dog with the most sorrowful yet alluring eyes ive ever seen and THATS how all these men's best friends gain sympathy and get treats.

 

Have always thought that, God has his plans for me. Although they may not be exactly how i want them, the plans he has made are those that i can accommodate without tiring myself out. I may always long for something way too ambitious, however, I might not possess the capabilities of doing so. I may have plans that I think would bring me to good places, but God has plans for me to bring me to where I should belong. This has taught me that, instead of fumbling and grumbling the moment when something doesnt go my way, take a step back, cool your mind, and think about all the possibilities that could happen for taking this alternative route.

My Marmie is having a wale of a time in bangkok right now. and yes, its her second time in bangkok this year. Hope she's enjoying every moment of this short trip before coming back to Singapore. Its so amazing how my mum is able to plan her time and schedule so neatly.

Yupp! thats my mum waving to herself after realizing the self shot function on the iphone. This picture was taken last year when we were on the plane back to Singapore from Korea. Miss all the shopping for facial products from shop to shop with a truckload of freebies and crazy rides from all the amusement parks.

I've figured the 3 things i need in life are; personal drive, determination and resilience. At least these are the 3 i need right now. 

Rain x 10

Stay home Friday

Always rains in the noon through to late afternoon. The weather is as indecisive as i am. It cant decide if it should rain wholehearted or sun so fiercely. most importantly, it rains right when im about to get out of bed. isnt that suppose to be the best time to sleep??

Woke up as late as possible and headed to thomson plaza with my brobro to do some grocery shopping. no one can stop us from buying anything cos its only the two of us. hiakhiak! bought lotsa food! food to make guo tiao soup, food to make pasta, food to make salad and food to snack on. we basically bought everything so that we wouldnt have to travel out to buy anymore stuffs. these are signs of lazy people planning for the near future. 

Pigged out at home with this great bowl of salad and Avengers. Wont get sick of watching these superhero actions! I think this is my first salad bowl for the entire year? Nevertheless, great effort for making this healthy bowl. hahaha.

Was just chatting with my colleague yesterday about what we should do in the future. Given that we are both arnd the same age, we kinda dont exactly know what we wanna do. Although i do have a slight idea of what i really plan to do, whats stopping me is, the thought of officially having to work and not being able to go back to studying as a back up. Thats gonna be my next milestone graduation. I dont wanna be tied down to a deskkkkkkkkkkkkkk.  I wouldnt have any part time job to back me up or something. Stepping into the working world is probably something I need to face soon.

But for now, let me enjoy the little things that come by and hold the status of a flippant student.

snipets and more snipets

W.I.M.W.P

November is slowly creeping in, soon it'll be december already. & back to work after exams are over! To think about it, im actually verryyyyy quiet at work, even more quiet than the usual me, but people at work always think i have this extremely loud and extrovert lifestyle. HAHA.

The holidays has been to a slow but good start. I wanna meet up with everybody who ive missed out during my birthday, but we are all busy people. ohwells~ one day we will all find time. :) this holiday other than working, and being a partial stalker on facebook/twitter/instagram, i havent have much activities just yet. okay. maybe i should stop being a partial stalker. its just plain weird. 

Sleezy morning/afternoon on Tuesday, was lazing in bed till Vicki whatsapped me. and we were out on a mini adventure. hiakhiak! met vick and it started pouring like crazy when we on the bus. but we were totally saved under my umbrella ella ella. Seeked shelter at this small little corner eatery around little india.

First time trying indian vegetarian food actually. The different types of curry were good! love the potato actually. so much so i might actually have a chance of being a coach potato soon. We were quite amazed how spiciness can actually grow onto you. hahaha. it literally grows after a few mouths.

Indian snacks and tarts that you dont see everyday. So many different types and colors.

Met yoke in town after that. we were just roaming aroundddd. while yoke wrote on my overdued scrapbok. finally!! my scrapbook is done! just left with sticking all the polaroids on it. woohoo~~

photo taken of my favorite shirt that is starting to turn puffy and fluffy cos i wore it too many times, showing signs that i shouldnt wear it too frequently anymore to prevent the shirt from spoiling faster. but i still love this not-full-sleeve-not-half-sleeve shirt alot!! its like one in a million and i wouldnt be able to find a similar one anywhere anymore cos its probably off season nowww.

Met up with reb at bugis after she was done with her paper. and we had steamboat + BBQ!!! woooohooooooooooooo~~ after sucha long wait!  check out my paranoma pictures man. im so amazed that 4S could actually take such pictures.

The spread of nomnomzz! the beef was practically neverending. and the pork was toooo goooooood. Too much of butter and yoke said even the chicken tasted like butter popcorn. haha! the food was good really! nothing beats have good food with good company. it'll just make the meal even tastier in every way.

Check out this bamboo clams!!!!!! omg. i didnt know these were actually clams. i thought they were just vegetable kind of bamboos all along. not bad. new discovery of the night. as of now. These amazingly superbly crazily salty things are so gonna be on my steamboat list from today onwards, knowingly they are actually seafood. im still pretty amazed. they are actually clams in a bamboo form. like wow. truly amazing how these things exist under the sea.

It felt like we were one random table along no where having our steamboat. super LaughOutLoud when you look at our table from afar. The picture below just shows it all. last table standing. its like we dont belong to any of the two shops at both ends of the picture.

One last picture of our expanded faces before leaving the place with a extraordinary happy stomach. then again.. its time to do something about my round face. since i have so much time this holiday...

Where is my will power!!! its suddenly gone and ive got zero motivation. i need to find it back somewhere somehow. idk how im gonna do it. but if i dont find it, idk when im gonna pluck up my courage and find my focus all over again. ;/ 

1st November

It's the beginning of a new month all over again~ one step closer to 2013 and one step closer to graduation day. Exams are now over, can I consider semester 3 over alrdy? And that I might be one step closer to graduation?

Started now right after exams. Giving me no time to rest at all. But I'd rather be out than staying at home the whole dayyyy. There are pros and cons working in a boring place. Good thing you'll have nothing to do. Bad thing is boredom stretches, and you might just be even bored-Er than you think!

Lets all hope for a smooth November and it'll soon be...... the season of giving!! :)

#ootd to work and at work!