bye holidays

i think i can bid goodbye to the holidays though there's still a week more. i can totally imagine myself in bagpack really for school alrdy. i promise to finish the rest of my assignments next week, and become mega studious.

ive got craving for chilli crab and pepper crab now!!

okay gtg **zoomz offz

my bad.

sian. big sian.

my fault.
if i didnt went to fb to be kpo for a while i wouldnt see it
if i didnt see it, i wouldnt know about it
if i i didnt know about it, i probably would be kept in the dark
if i was kept in the dark, i would probably be slightly happier now.
;
just when i thought holidays were cool

holidays & jingle bells

I've ever exactly complained about holidays being too short or so, but this time round, the holidays are indeed short. Reeeeal short this time round, even though my tests ended a wee bit earlier. I totally screwed for INV. sad enough. Went out w rm and annie afterthat. woo! long time since we've been out k-ing. No, its the first time round out w rm! and yeap sang, ate, roamed and home.

But this time round, im really grateful for the holidays, cos school is really bad. Never ending , or rather piling assignments. This time round, i really sincerely did try to finish them up. but its really never ending. & sometimes when i really work hard or something, and dont get desired results, this calls for double sadness. school is just... screw it for now. the assignments are really really murderous.

i start to fine mega dao kia on msn sometimes. like i reply motionlessly. i dont mean to be motionless though, probably its just the interpretation of the words.

i saw 3 tops i like online. 78 bucks in total. where to source for $$$$! okay maybe i should settle for just one first.

being frank is'nt something really good afterall

I've always been encouraged to blog frankly my thoughts, but this just does'nt seem right. I can't possibly be frank 50-50 cos i think these is literally no meaning to it. & for the first time, I'm being frank, frank to the point. Everything gets busted. Screw it TTM okay.

anyhow anyway, I found some cool quotes and tongue twisters which unknowingly got me talking to myself.

quotes like,
"The only successful substitute for brains is silence" -Unknown
"Love is blind friendship closes its eyes" - Friedrich Wilheln Nietzsche

twisters like,
Good blood, bad blood.
Sam's shop stocks short spotted socks.

hail iphone's educational applications. muahahhaha.

I've got better stuffs to do for now.
It takes time to see other's flaws.
I think I've seen enough
(This includes my own flaws.)

C for copyzzz

Now that ive seen it, now that ive felt it. Im totally not very happy with my classmates copying like nobody's business.

[i should probably be scared to blog this one loud, but i guess seldom of them reads this blog, or knows about it. soo, that what i like about this "secret" yet not locked blog]

cw.

coldwarcoldwarcoldwar.
&
this room stinks.

miscomm

i hate miscommunication. i hate it when Im suppose to know something, but for some reasons, i know nothing but fuck about it. especially when im the last to know when we were all suppose to know this tgt. i hate my current situation. i hate going to school now. i love the bus rides though. i wish i need not put up a fake front.

alright, for now. i see lots of workloads piling up. all the way till next week. i totally can see it.
junsu's shade = killer <3!

changminnnnnie

my goosh! changmin's hairstyle i like!!! omg magnae shuai plus cute !!

wednesday

Its elearning week, and its wednesday. yet again, i dont really like wednesdays though.... for a very long long time ago. today, I...

read new moon,
slept,
woke up and chionged my book again
wondered around home
snacked,
and back to my book again
new moon isit that bad after all,
just... lots of descriptions and thoughts rather than speeches.

this pretty much wraps up my wednesday.
(i wanna be a nerd.)

from today onwards....

I shall learn, not to share. Sometimes I get very frustrated when people ask me questions when the answers are right in front of their eyes. or sometimes, asking without using their brains. I doubt its only me, everyone else cfm hate this kind of questions yea? i literally meant those, ask without thinking kind.

As of today, I shall be a full time student, part part part mega small time stalker muahahhaha! okay, i shall be a shy stalker.

exams are coming, i probably i have start doing something.
i have to watch what i blog as well.

btw, i hate 2 faced people. so fucking fake.

watched white chicks and 13 going on 30 while doing elearning today. white chicks never fails to make me laugh. HAHAH! DAMN FUNNY

i wonder

i look at them, i shake my head, and ask myself,"why are they like that?"

first week of school

First week of school, indeed tiring. both in school and out of school. but its all fun though! best of it, wenjun randomly came over and stayed and did some coolest nail art on my nails, woots! outings and outings and wedding. and on sunday, there was a sudden javs outing. hahah! then after which, slacked and vicki's house, rather, in vicki's room. kinda fun though, cos we get to hear what friends say without looking at their faces. and so... im deemed as jaime kwan, short hair for life!

school was rather alright for first week. rather slackish..... but the modules are damn damn boring and damn dry. thankfully (i think) my body clock is now back to normal.

hah!

school's starting.......

School's starting........... just next week. and over that weekend, it'll be my cousin's wedding. i have no idea what and how and many hows and whats again to wear. must i really really wear a dress? urgh!! School.... have mixed feelings for it. I hope these sem's modules would be better, and i hope i would really starting listening.

I'm not the type that knows how to express what i wanna say well. Even if im angry, i dont know how to show. even if im sad, happy.... same, i dont really know how to say. im also not the kind that gets angry for a long nong long nong time. i feel that, if there is something to be pissed off about, yes. one should be angry... but not for v long? i don't know how to be angry for a v long time. if i'm angry, give me 10min... and i'll be fine after that.

Oh! i know how to show when i am hungry and damn damn damn excited!!!

this post is weird. the paragraphs doesnt link at all.

8.52pm

it's 8.52pm for now, and i really have nothing to do. i wanted to change the a blogskin, but then again, laziness rulezzzzz over.

this picture is really cute! has my cute socks and a cute dog

deph's bday was a success. thanks to lijun! xiexie! and i really love the 37men on the icecream.
especially the MY begger-like stickmen.
the icecream was considered a success yea? after all, it was only maxine's and my first try

In this picture...

first of all, poor cam skills!
when maxine came over my house to deal with the ice cream. we started off rather calm, slowly adding what we needed into the blender, and going like, "whoa this is cool"
and ended off panicking, cos the blender started to leak! we panicked and started shouting in whispers.
"TAKE YOUR PHONE!!! FASTER TIME!!!"
**maxine speeds off and comes back again
we had to protect all sides of the blender so that wadeva that was blending inside wouldnt come splashing out.
after panicking, we made the happy birthday words in chocolate, and had alot of leftover chocolate, so we decided to have a random fondue session. the fondue was damn shiok! found some hard rock marshmellos and used some mangoes, and started our fondue session.
thus, the above picture.
you can actually see maxine's mouth, with a hidden marshmello inside. hahah!!

back to deph house, stayed at deph house the whole night, laughing talking staring stoning watching. love the pictures man! deph, next time any events or outings, kao4 ni3 de 4 camera le! heeheehee. these few days, my body clock is so gone. i really should visit my liver and tell it sorry, and that i will try my best to sleep based on timings normal humans would. within a flash, it was 6am and we went down for macs. i realise, deph stays really close to me man although its in tpy.

went home and sleep at 9am, all the way till around 5? wasnt a good sleep man, cos there were lotsa stuffs going on outside my room. like.. my mom's friend came and it was kinda noisy and stuffs, like phonecalls here and there(those kind that, if you dont pick up, you would definitely get a scolding) and then, some other repair man came and whoa! throughout 9 to 5, i woke up like dont know how many times alrdy!

words with no meanings

OMG.LOL. these are the few words, i have been using but.. i doubt i really mean oh my god! or laugh out loud when i use them on msn or anything. though they do carry some kind of a meaning, but its not the actual meaning anymore. like when im angry sad happy excited or high, they will still be used in no matter what case it is. hah!

my little toe is painful! i agree with what one of my friends said before. "the little toe is always innocent and yet it gets the most injuries most of the time" as i was cutting my nails, the last toe one was really difficult to cut and i decided to just pull the last bit off. it was super hard like rock! so i didnt realy feel any pain, till after sometime, some redness started to appear, and i thought it would just be for a while, and didnt bother, till today morning, i peeked at it, and the corner of the toe is like, dark red aka dried blood. poor toe!

i have a list of things to do today, and i felt so determined to finish them up when i was thinking of them ytd night. but... for now hahahaha i dont feel like doing any!.

1. change and wash my hamster's cage! (my hamster is so cute! but sometimes, i get really bad skin allegy when i touch it. damn sad! "so near yet so far!")
2. go to thomson plaza and buy rubber gloves!
3. go to the bank and transfer money and at the same time, ask if it possible to renew my ibanking thing
4. do some korean homework
5.stone
6.stone
7.stone
8.stone
9.stone
10.stone

skipped pointers 1-4 and started with pointer 5 instead. hahah!

and yes, tml im gonna eat malahuoguooooooooooooo! i lubbs the potato.

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On saturday i spent around one hour unskinning and unseeding those supposedly seedless grapes. after one hour of unskinning and unseeding one big bunch, i finished the grapes in less than 5 min. i felt so helpless after that.

today, i feel super groggy and queasy and so not me because i woke up, about 5 hours ahead of time. my sister says im weird cos i talked too much, and i really think i did.

why netizens!!

so unfair! jaebom has to leave just like that? super notnotnot fair! thanks to those lame netizens, arrggh!! its so sudden, too sudden. 2PM is not complete now without jaebom. really hope he comes back soon, like now now now! i really think its super not fair to him, and those netizens should really go somewhere and hide and never ever come out forever. its like, they post stuffs like that, and jaebom has to leave? thats his job and those netizens are posting things for pasttime.

it feels so united to see people on msn leave pm(s) to support jaebom. makes me feel like, suddenly alot of people i know is really into kpop.

jonghun on Mnet scandal.... i can faint man. super kanfjsdbfjdsbfjb!!!

i didnt know chilli oil could make my pinky super numb. i just accidentally touched some chilli oil, and as im typing all these, i can feel my finger super numb and hot. that chilli oil jjang!!!

just when i thought blogger was back to normal, its definitely not. wanted to post picccs! but cant.

i totally feel, i cant seem to blog what i want anymore. bo feel bo feel! like, i blogged abit here and there, then scroll up and down a few times, then continue blogging again. my posts will definitely look ultra boring without pictures at all!

this is not a private nor secret blog. i just changed a url and dont really see the point advertising it outloud.

i love yong tau foo.

should i work part-time till yr3? should i not work part-time till yr3?

LA CHA TA!

I'm (omgly) an official fan of f(x).hehehehehe, till i labelled myself crazy for a moment.!!

sooooooo tired lately. I dont know why, but so many questions start popping here and there, and i really wish i can solve them one by one, but nope, its not gonna happen............

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH!!!!
so many things i wanna say but i dont know who to turn to.
so many things i wanna solve but i dont know how to.
so many things i wanna do but i have as much things to clear :(


emo times 100.

I Hate

I hate last minute changes
I hate disappointments
I hate excuses
I hate liars
I hate messiness
I hate spoonfeeeeeders
I hate friends who literally make use of friends

first september

Its september alrdy!2 more months and it'll be nov! and yes, On monday night, maxine came over, stoned and watched videos and laughed and smiled like mad at her 2 very new pocket sized photos. waited for deph to arrive, finally! she came. around, close to 12? slacked talked did what we had to finish with, at the same time, talked about our past, and how i really really (come to think if it) cry alot in primary and sometimes kindergarden. LOL. ahhaha! fun!
around late 4 plus? went to the airport yto them yokemay yanmeng reb off. and celebrate reb's bday in advance. the cake is so damn cute! yanmeng said this was the first ever most kanchiong time at the airport hahaah! cos we wanted to surprise reb! hah! i would say, thats a nice experience we had though.

after everything was over, went home, slept for a good whole 10 hours. shiok! okay i need some time to adjust to this week's days alrdy. as long as there is one day of a holiday i dont sleep, i'll get the days mixed up. expecially during holidays, aka no timetable to follow.

its frustrating when we try to plan something and people dont cooperate. Like, if you dont feel like going, you should have said it right front the moment i asked, and not wait till the last minute and got everyone happy cos we thought everyone could make it. cos of the more the merrier right? i get even more annoyed when people tell me, they judge on the number of people going then they will decide whether or not they should go. come on, if everyone gives that same reason, or rather excuse, who will go? who will even leave their houses? i feel so terribly sick of last minute excuses. i'd rather you tell me you do not want to go or (maybe in your words)cannot make it, the moment i ask. that makes everything simplier and easy to control. i feel so disappointed in you.

dephenie maxine and i have one very goodlooking common topic. ^^

niuuuuuuuuuuuuuu blog

OK! i have decided to use this blog, see how long it can last!
yes exams are over, i cant believe i can start resting now. it feels so fake to rest cos i've chionging school work for the past weeks or so. and, this is the first day and hols anddddddddd, i hope this hols will be fun! and like have many many many things to do too!!

ok, im blogging so childishly for now, cos i dont know wad to blog about as well.
one good thing, FT ISLAND IS COMING TO SINGAPOREEEEEEEEE AGAIN!!!! woots, omgomgomgogmomgomgomgomomrginesugbjbfsauifvajgbfjgbu!!!! damn high! :D

what should i say?

Sometimes, its not that i wanna be so fake. Till sometimes i feel like im having this fake character. Its just that, I don't wanna make things look so ugly that friends like us can't even talk anymore. One thing i know is, I always dont clarify things, making it a big blunder. damn.

my friend?

This friend. Frankly speaking, im rather disappointed. (i just pasued for like 5min cos i seriously can't understand why why why she/he is like that!) I waited from April till now. Rejected two times to join Cambridge. and now i have to join another school alone. I'm grateful for this teacher to open the class just to teach both of us.

I hate the way you ask for stuffs for the sake of your -.

fivepeopleoneperson

yes. I've decided to blog again! after i closed down the previous one, which URL was thought by Vicki:D i felt so bored. So here i am blogging again. hehehe. I shall try as much to blog about stuffs in general and not go into the specs and details ofmy everyday life. Bet it'll be a bore since its school school school and school.

5people1person! took me like abut 15min to come up with this one. Initially wanted scissorspaperstone.blogspot.com like mad but it was taken up. D:
and yes, there is a meaning to this, 5people1person. But i shall not say it. hehehehehe.